October 19, 2007: 
New date tomorrow, same person as last weekend. And a new design for the new site today. I'm fluish, but good. Very good. I have my fingers crossed at all times and my smile is never far away.

October 14, 2007: 
After a stressful week it was nice to go on a date and drink beer and talk all night. I haven't even been on a date before, officially. I've been tied down (well, not literally) for 6 years and now...we're only good friends and it's so much better. I like seeing him happy and I like seeing myself change yet again.

October 09, 2007: 
Trying to disconnect my heart and my head from my body, due to some mass frustration going on. It's not the easiest task though. I need to realize that everything big that I feel for someone will fade out sooner or later anyway. And yeah, it's so emo to say that. But I already have scars (physical ones) that won't heal - I don't any new ones.

October 04, 2007: 
All new. I'm deleting Wallflower.nu for a handful of reasons - I'm not even gonna mention half of them here. If you know me, you know. Thing is...I'm not 18 and a "cam girl" and most importantly I'm not a wallflower anymore. I've grown up in so many ways and it feels nothing but great. So many things are changing in my life at the moment and this should change too. Either if you choose to stick around or to fade away; it's been fun.

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